- TOUGH experience :(

ya , maybe this is called life . =x

many things happened these few days
tone changed
mood changed
thinking changed
character changed
everything changing around .
i don't know how to overcome it .
is this a process of gaining ?
is this an experience for growing ?
totally i have no idea about it .
i trying to figure it out . but how ?

what can i do ?
how am i going to help you ?
you keep calling me " don't worry " , " no worry "
but do you think i'm not worrying at all ?

i wish i could did something for you
i wish i could stay right beside you
i wanna show my concern towards you , distinctly .
but i can't do it as i wish to .
desperately feeling showed on myself .

i don't know your thinking and your feeling .
but i just hope i can know it as well .
ya , i'm critically - emotional , whimsy , down and in a bad skin .
i'm scare also =\
i felt bad cus i can't help you , i can't accompany you and
i can't did anything for you .
you might think , so bad huhh ? ><
yes - i just can said .

tell me whenever you feel bad okay ?



arrrhhh >.<
i wanna see you !!!
God please help me :(