- what's a friend really mean ?

hard feeling was followed me this few days ,
of cus something happened ,
if not mana ada hard feeling worh ,
i admit i'm optimist enough laa .

( ahem * perasan je xD )

hmm, she dont believe me .
that's all i can conclude from the whole story .
it was be complicated so much ,
and hard to explain .

beforetime , she was really my bestie
but now , everything changed right ?
i dont know what can i say
i dont know what can i explain
u could trusted me .
but now , your mind has the answer .
i know it , even u didnt talk to anyone .
ohh please , i can feel it !

we couldn't live in the past
i know it well , u cant be sincere towards me
so that u cant trust me , I KNOW .
even a boy u trusted him 100% ,
but me , no more position .

i didnt care it early ago
since u wanna to start it
then i should involve in it right ?
okay , u said u're not wrong
prove to me can ?
i could trust u , but u was diferent !

what else can i say ?
in your heart , no more !
my speculate was well and truly .
do u believe it ?

well , ended up with ?
i dont know
even u was my ex-bestie
its hurt too .

dont put the blame on others ppl
u should take the responsible on what u've done !
and , dont live in the past
u couldn't be happy !
be liberal , that's all .


so , do u realize deeply ?
do take advice from others
everyone should improve
including u and me !