finally , i realized .

many promises that made in some days ,
it could become a lies too .
i rather i don't know everything at all ,
i rather i never seen at all ,
may be that is better for me .

i realized now ,
many things i trusted ,
were fake actually .

anything more that never lie ?
anything more that i can believe ?

everything was true ?
do you really think that ?
i couldn't make a wise thinking by now .


promises , it do have fake .
no hundred percent true ,
but that time when you make it ,
it does mean true .


who can i trust now ?
who knows ?


Celia , emo tonite ,
and insomnia tonite .
suffering myself night in the drain .