June 23, 2009

ohh ya , before that , i wanna thanks vivian and ms yung XD
cus of buying me a lottttt of my favourite chocolate as my belated birthday present .
hahaha , thanks laa zi muii :)
mwaks !!!



that my heaven ><
i am eating it everyday :P
dont jealous okay ? XD







friday taking result and mama coming XD
lucky my result baik , if not kena xyz from them

phew , hari keusahawanan coming juga
our class still have no idea about it
gonna earn money =)

vexation ? yupp , its quite often in my life now . i'm being regret for what have been happened in these few days . occasionally , i'm down . you may see me laughing around , fooling around and playing around like normal . but deeply , i'm not that . i felt stupid on myself sometimes . i shouldn't help them at first . why am i so care about them ? i don't know . people scold at me because of my foolish , but i kept quiet . maybe they were right , i don't have to help them . i should let them to solve themselves . maybe i was too care about them ? finally , end up with regret , disappointed and trouble , i have nothing to talk with them now . not because of no topics , is it because of i was deeply disappointed on it . i told myself not to care them and even help them anymore . then ? no result . no other special reasons for me . what they wanna do , its not what i can care it anymore . i will be quiet .


sometimes i think , i enjoy my classmates more than them . at least i don't have to pretend anything in front of them . i rather to be with my classmates . they were enjoy , high and playful . no stress i can see on them XD

i just wanna finish my study af fast , and it will be more peaceful :)
finally , i come again -.-
since so long never update
many picture gonna blog about XO


hari anugerah
pusat tuisyen kasturi =D




hot spring trip =D








the eggss XD





outing and shopping =D




cousin cousin =D





>< i am lazy to upload about
picture enough larrh xD


June 10, 2009


ohh yea , it's settled :)


it was not too complicated actually.

getting freely feel by now :)




well , stay happy baa =D
everythings gonna be alright .
smile as much as you can .

June 8, 2009

- TOUGH experience :(


ya , maybe this is called life . =x

many things happened these few days
tone changed
mood changed

thinking changed

character changed

everything changing
around .

i don't know how to overcome it .
is this a process of gaining ?
is this an experience for growing ?
totally i have no idea about it .
i trying to figure it out . but how ?

what can i do ?
how am i going to help you ?
you keep calling me " don't worry " , " no worry "
but do you think i'm not worrying at all ?

i wish i could did something for you
i wish i could stay right beside you
i wanna show my concern towards you , distinctly .
but i can't do it as i wish to .
desperately feeling showed on myself .

i don't know your thinking and your feeling .
but i just hope i can know it as well .
ya , i'm critically - emotional , whimsy , down and in a bad skin .
i'm scare also =\
i felt bad cus i can't help you , i can't accompany you and
i can't did anything for you .
you might think , so bad huhh ? ><
yes - i just can said .

tell me whenever you feel bad okay ?



arrrhhh >.<

i wanna see you !!!
God please help me :(
picture update =x
in the car :)
brother and me =X

i luv baby milo XD



TAIPING wedding dinner :)

cute kan ? XD
dia mau peace , but she can't do it :x

she shy xO

ma 2 little princess ^^

me =PP

peace :]

smileeeeee .__. lol


finally :)

safety belt for safety first xO

ignore it -.- i know i'm childish x(

biu muii and me =)

- BREAKOUT performance -
COOL man ! =DD


HOLIDAYYYYY !! =>

i seem so long never update =.=

June 2, 2009


wahahah
my presents XD
LOL .


ss saja -.-


awww.

i miss school ><

i miss him

i miss everything =X







finally , i upload today xO
since exam till now i not even blogging
exam sucks >.<


ohh yea ,
thanks for you guys punya birthday wishes to me :)
appreciate so much nerh .



holidayz , sienz .